Phew... even beginning this blog seems to be a tiresome exercise... being as it is that i havent posted anything since last July !!! man that was long ago .. shitt..
Anyways.... better get to the point of my blog quickly...
Treadmill !!
Currently i have become obsessed with exercising... gymming .. cardios.. runs.. walkss... u name it.. i am doing it every week... but this is not abt that... its abt my life which seems to be like walking on a treadmill.. i am working hard... i am huffing and puffing.... i am sweaty and messed up.. but i aint getting anywhere !!!!
So let me explain the predicament that is my life... professionally (if you can even call , a year of working a job , that...) i am going nowhere.... i aint getting no big raise... i aint getting no big promotion... not that i expect it... since i am still the lowermost rung in the hierarchy... shitt....
personally... there is just nothin... zero .. zilch... i just get up... go to the gym.. come back.. go to the office.. come back... go to sleep.... very very happening na !! i know..... shitt...
future wise.. i am in a complete mess... i know i shud be taking further education.. but i just missed the bus this year... i didnt even show up at the bus-stop actually... but now that i think abt it.. its really scary... i dont really have a plan... shitt...
come to think of it... i am not doing much besides my work actually.... but how come i dont find time for anything else... i dont find time to play.. i dont find time to talk to friends.. i dont find time to laugh.... i dont find time to Live.... maybe its becos....
i really dont know why actually....
